It's the worst feeling in the world to love and hatesomeone all at the same time.and it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It's crazy when you want to let go but you keep holding on,and you want to move on, but you're stuck right were you started. when feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. when you have so many things to say, but you don't know were to start! when you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It's so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it, and realize now that things are different, and they may never be the same. You tell your self it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it!!!............
