About

❒ Single ✔ Taken ❒ No Longer Givinq Ah Fuckk

Languages used

• English language

Favorite saying

• "How can I forget you when your always on my mind? How can I not want you when your all I want inside? How can I let you go when I can't see us apart? How can I not love you when you control my heart? Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you. Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself. Every morning I wish it were night again, for it is only at night and in the depth of my dreams that I can feel you, and you still belong to me. I thought that by telling myself and everyone else that I hated you. That sooner or later I would come to believe it. But I now realize that by lying, it makes me want you even more it hurts when we risk our hearts and it ends up being broken. but what hurts even more is when we still hold on when we already know that we're waiting for nothing It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when you're heart still does Maybe if I had just looked away that first night you came towards me, everything would be different and my heart wouldn't be breaking right now I just want one day to go by where I'm not pretending I'm happy! Having the love of your life break up with you and saying we can still be friends, is like your dog dying and your mom saying you can still keep it! The biggest mistake in my life that I have ever done was to let you go. And, now I realize that you will never come back to me Someday you'll know, that I was the one for you. Love that we can not have is the one that last the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest. I never knew I could feel so much pain, and yet be so in love with the person causing it. Loving you was easy, losing you was hard. Loving you is still easy, but knowing you are no longer mine, is the hardest of it all. Why is it that I finally convince my mind that I am over you, then I see you and my heart takes over and screws everything up? Why do you have that power over me if we cannot be together? Why do we wait until it is too late? Why do we let someone else have what we were too scared to reach out and take? Even if my heart should call out your name in the rain, even if these arms should want to embrace you again, and even if I’m all cried out and no longer in pain... I’ll never fall in love that way again Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart I was scared of falling for you and I was right to, because now I'm left picking up the pieces of my broken heart. You left me suddenly, but I know some day you and I will once again be together. living in a nightmare is what im doing i want it to end already i want to wake up and be in your arms agian and fogert any of this happened"