About

If you look me in the eyes you will see it...this girl will always find her way. Everybody sees who I appear to be, but only a few know the real me. You only see what I shoose to show, there is so much behind this smile... you don't even know... I'm a daughter, a sister, a grandaughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend, a young girl and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited, I am loving and caring, thoughtful and hopeful. I am shy and friendly, and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided and mislead. I'm outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrond with that. But I am a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to God and cry my tears. I smile on the outside while I'm dying on the inside.I believe in passion and true love. I want a Notebook romance, a love like Corey and Tapanga and a story like A Walk to Remember. I remember when getting high mean swinging at the playground. The worst thing you could catch from a boy was cooties. Race issues were who could run the fastest. The only thing you smoked were the tires on your bike. Life was so simple and carefree, but the thing i remember the most was wanting to grow up. I'm the type of girl who will burst out laughing in a dead silence at something that happened yesterday.Makeup is essential, music is my therapy, friends are precious, time is uncontrolable and individuality is everything.The little things make me laugh and it's not hard to please me. I'm a free spirit. I love to look at the stars and if it comes in pink I'll take it. My hair doesn't always stay in place. I spill a lot and amd pretty clumsy. But I'm not perfect and I hurt so much... I'm so tired of pretending everything is okay. My tears are starting to show and my smile is fading away. I feel deeply and love fiercely. My tears flow as abundantly as my laughter. I am soft and powerful, practical and spiritual. But if you look at me closely, you will see it in my eyes, this girl will always find her way.

Education

• Willcox High School

Favorite saying

• "Life is full of cactus, but that doesnt mean we have to sit on it. When you feel that first little kick, and hear a tiny heartbeat for the first time you suddenly understand that it means to love someone more that your own life. Fairytales do not tell children that dragons exist. Children already know that dragons exist. Fairytales tell children that dragons can be killed. Don't try to fix me....I'm not broken."