i have had an awesome state of mind and had a great sense of control but at what point do u break and do what u know in your heart would help you (dont worrie guys not what u think lol ) How much physical pain does one endure before its acceptable to take a pill or does it matter what anyone thinks as long as you know with every piece of your soul that its not abusing or hurting your self . how much pain is enough ? is it ever enough? dont get it twisted i am in a great place in my mind and i wont fall again , i feel weird even saying that with not one bit of doubt about what im saying . But how much is enough , tell me when you would break , i guess none of this matters anyways but this pain could drive a nigga crazy and im bored and broken .battered and bruised but ...... i love myself and thats the true difference so WHATITDO MOTHERFUCKAS
