I'm selfish, impatient, & I make mistakes. I'm out of control & at times hard to Handle. But if you can't handle me at my worse, then you sure don't deserve me at my best! My life hasnt been easy but as long as I have my God I will always be ok. The first day I got here on December 18, 2012 one of the loneliest days of my life I met my soulmate John. We were engaged on my Birthday in 2013 after becoming grandparents in 2014 of 2 beautiful girls Raelynn and Jacklynn. We thought life couldnt get better untill our grandson was born on 2/28/2016. After trying to plan a bigger wedding we decided on a smaller one and got Married on June 4th 2016. We were happy until 2018. August 30th 2018 my mom lost her fight with Lupus. After traveling to California to lay mom to rest with My Dad. We came home sick. Then our world was forever changed on 11/13/2018. After getting sicker as time went on Johm was diagnosed with Stage 4 cancer of the Left lung. It rapidly traveled to his liver. And before he was able to start Chemotherapy and Radiation to buy us some time. He got septic. The cancer and infection attacked him hard and fast which left us without options. So on December 13th 2018 just 30 days later at 1147pm John passed away in my arms .my life will never be the same. But I dont like the title of "Widow" I am John's wife its just now he has wings and flys with the Angels.
