(Everything here was written around 2014-2015 (I think). I was 19-20 years old! I'm 23 now �) (..and everything still stands of course �) I like you, but that comes with a definite maybe. --> I will be very kind to you, and respect your area along with your beliefs and opinions.. but that will change if I believe you do not do the same to others. And I do give benefits of the doubt, so I will always start out being kind to you. Just don't give me a reason not to be, please... ( Of course I will not go out of my way to be rude to you, even if you're rude to others, but if we happen to cross paths or enter conversation. I will continue/maintain to be a human being in a civilized culture, and be respectful, but you will indefinitely tell the difference in my opinion over you, and how conversation will change. You will know I disapprove of your negative behaviors, and you will hear it. I wont care what you think. You choose to be a shitty human being to others, or in general, and I will take note of it to you. [All situations vary of course, and have different context to them.. I'm just speaking generally].). And "Others" are people who deserve kindness. People who deserve kindness, (In my opinion) are those who choose to not put others down for no given reason, pick on others, bully others, or anything with bad intentions towards others...With...No...Given...Reason. They are kind to others. Innocent people, given an additional word/title, deserve kindness. So shall we all start being nice to each other now? And shun only those who choose to be pricks? --> With that... People give me plenty of reasons to not like them. So in return, I don't like very many people. --^ So from enough personal experiences, I've had to make changes to my life. For example, I second guess my generosity more often, my belief in people, etc. My expectations in many things have been limited to none, or just a few. Context and reasons vary. So to just generally speak, again.. It's become best to not expect the best in people anymore. Unfortunately.. ^(But wait. Before acknowledging your hate for something... Be sure to find something you appreciate first. Always have something that makes you happy, before hating. You will have a much better time acknowledging the things you hate, once you know there's something you enjoy ;). Like, REALLY enjoy. For me it happens to be music, a couple dozen people out there, an the little things in life, etc ;). Remember. Appreciate before hate, for your own good.) ---> I'm very blunt when I need to be and honest all around. So if you ever want me to give you an honest opinion on something... I will :p --^ So be prepared to cry me a river... In case you don't like what you hear ;) Although. I'm actually not that openly honest out of the blue.. In fact. I keep quite a bit of my opinions to myself generally.. So if there comes a time where I disapprove, but have no reason to share that. I probably wont. Why? It's not of my concern, or my business... But if it becomes a problem for someone else, yourself, or me; though. Just a problem in general, or a future one. Even If the problem will ruin anything such as time, enjoyment, emotions, trust, etc. I will take it upon myself to say something, or possibly do something given the right context of the situation. I wouldn't be able to live with a clear enough state of mind if I let such things continue.. Call me an asshole, piece of shit, vigilante, honorable, rude, whatever. Your opinions are yours to keep, and that's okay. That likely wont change how I see things, though. (I don't intend to sound like, me, me, me, mine, my, about everything. I'm definitely not a selfish person. It just happens to be my (See! There it is again.) Bio. So I suppose that would be expected to see a lot of possessive words being used for everything. ---> I'm a realist, and if we ever talk or argue over what happen in a situation(Or whatever). I likely really don't give a shit about your opinion (Or my own, if that makes you better/happy). I'll be too busy following reason, science, logic, and/or the facts of the matter... Instead of agreeing with any ignorance or misguided information there might be. If there's a fact that's present; then there's the truth in the situation, and my opinion lies with that. All situations vary in context and principles though, keep in mind. I'm just generally speaking! --> When it comes to texting or messaging. I'm horrible at it :)!... ); My sarcasm and improv are much better and more understood in person. So if you happen to lose interest in talking to me in any form of communication, before actually meeting me in real life... Trust me. Wait until you actually meet me in real life. My company is much better in person ;) (September 12th, 2017; August 23, 2018) I always insist on hanging out in person, because I love detail and having the chance for our thoughts, reasons, or ideas to be more easily understood. Being on the same page is always so important! And If I ask to hangout, but you have no idea why.. Believe me I have many reasons why already! Otherwise I wouldn't have asked to begin with. I try to pay attention to detail and behavior and that always helps me make a choice based on what I see. It helps me enjoy people a lot more, or less.. depending on what I learn from them.. so if I ask you to hangout, I probably think you're cool for sure! I've always loved being friends with many people from both genders, because it allows for a refreshing human interaction and a variety of conversations. I believe more people should partake because I believe it helps each of us in many ways. For example to be able to vent about certain topics without a bias opinion or thought process from the same gender as yourself.. being friends is what it's all about for sure! It also helps everyone learn how the opposite sex may think, and it helps build a better communication between genders as a result.. if more people had friends from both genders, I believe relationships would be better for people all around, too. Unfortunately it's a shame many people believe opposite genders can't be friends though, or believe it's impossible without wanting something more from the other.. A simple minded world unfortunately.. and I have the pleasure of living in it...
