Eugene was the name of the musician. Who is the consoler of those in need. The hard working dreamer. The boy who chose to defy the norms of life. One who doesn’t need to please society’s needs. One with his own unique agenda. Who is the child of the one who works to fight the poverty. The child of the saving one. Who loves the symphonic melodies and the dreams that soothe him so. The music that brings him out of his perilous times. The dreams which bring escape from reality. Who feels this cursed world falling apart where even the children live in fear of when the next disease ridden nourishment will be. A world where pollution has scarred this world. The animals losing their habitat because of our joy for hunting, and our need for energy. Who needs a source of happiness or calmness to keep him going. Looking into the future firghtens him to the core. A future with a seemingly hopeless path. A revelation needed. Who give his all to things are needed to the lord almighty. Who fears the Savior’s power. His final judgment is a joyous time yet it can damn us so. The lifestyle so demanding and can be full of sacrifices. The road after is the resolve of all that. Who understands that if nothing happens soon the world that took over four billion years to develop will be shaken to its very seams. The technology making us lazy. The food fat. The cars pollute. We are to sucked in to the luxury that we don’t see what our lifestyle has done to the millions of animals we are harming. Who dreams of a world of peace and where there is no bloodshed, no war, and no sadness. Where no poverty, or starvation, or murders, or racism, or no bigotry of religion will have a stand on anyone’s lives. A world where blacks aren’t persecuted for reasons that don’t even intelligible. World where the human mind won’t be limited to prejudice and hate. Who shares his feelings with those around his visible world. Where he gives his time to the needy, and the oppressed. Who will sacrifice himself for those he cares about. Who tries to make his life count and become as charitable as possible. Trying to work towards a goal of prolonged gratification. He who knows his pain here is only temporary. Pain Is weakness leaving your body. When the pain subsides his life will have stability. That is his goal. Who is a resident of a fallowed world waiting for the seeds to come and give us a glorious harvest. Not that of chaff but that of a wholesome wheat. One where god came come and finally harvest us to his Realm. Shin The World is just a great big playground. There are instances when you get hurt. Then those moments when someone has to leave. Then moments when you actually get to enjoy the world for what it is. People judge for what they see. So most of the times you dont get to show them whats inside. The world goes through one man. One man is the gateway to eternal happiness. Jesus is that one man. He is the one that loves you and rewards you. Heaven is what your reward is. Well.... go on.... Give Jesus a reason to reward you. What would happan with all these paradoxes? sword that cuts through anything meeting a shield that blocks anything? Grandfather effect? answer truthfully to this question. Will you say no to this question? TESTIMONY: I was born into the road of Christ. My family was Christians for at least 3 generations. I guess because I grew up with Christ I never questioned him. It was like second nature. Up until the age of 9 I was just this kid who lived for my grades and going through the normal Sunday routine. When I was in Sunday school we would have a small room with the youth room right next to ours. I always slacked off and annoyed the teacher, but one day I sat at the door connecting the youth room to ours. I heard them praising. That moment was what changed me. I went over to the youth room to see what the source was. What I saw amazed me. No one was doing boring stuff like memorizing verses from the bible or just sitting down all day and listening to the teacher all day. They were standing and jumping to music! Everyone was ecstatic and singing to the praise band. I felt their joy and so I started to jump too. I started to go more often and got to know the youth members. The one that intrigued me the most was a guy named Myung. Myung Ihn Cho was the youth group's praise leader. He was a PK (pastor's kid) and he sang like an angel. He was my inspiration at the time to get out of Sunday school and grow. After I got out and went to youth group I was opened up to all the problems in my life. Basically I found out that my life style NEEDS to change or else I'm going to hell or my rewards in Heaven won't be as abundant. I tried to change my life as much as possible. I stopped most of my bad habits, fit Christ into my daily schedule, and changed the way I acted towards people. I started to read some Christian books for some help interpreting the bible when I see all these amazing people who all did amazing miracles. I realized that all of these people didn't have Christianity in their family or they had a split family on religion. What was wrong with me? I lived with Christ my whole life and I've never had anything even close to a sign from God. These people fast for 40 days and even walk out of prison casually unscathed, and I can't even get a small prayer answered from God. The scripture says ask and you will be given. I've asked him countless times and I still haven't been answered. This really weakened my faith. I used to see the Bible as a map and a connection to god, but now I see it as lies and a book that’s been wasting my time. I stopped asking and started acting. If God was going to be ignorant of my calls I might as well make things happen my own way, and so I set out to make things go my way with or without god. I did for 3 months. I went without Q.T.s, and went through Sundays unhappily. I grew to love instant gratification. I grew all these horrible habits like swearing and having short fuse. I went on until one day the middle of April my 5th grade year I realized my faults and reasoning. I came home and did all my homework. I was really bored that particular day so I started to pick some books up. I was shuffling through my books when I came across the book ”Heavenly Man”. It was a Chinese man’s walk with Christ. He had, when he was only a child, prayed for days with his Christian mother to cure his atheist father, who was very critical about their faith. He was cured! He realized the love of God and came to Christ! The boy lived in China where it was extremely rare, and illegal to find bibles. The boy Thirsted for a bible to read about the man who saved his father. He prayed and prayed until even his mother worried about him going crazy. He then received a vision and it was of him meeting a man who gave him bread on a deserted road. The next morning a strange man came to the door and asked him if he was the boy who he had a dream about. The boy replied yes. The man sneakily gave him a sack of bread and rushed off without a word. The boy looked inside and saw the daily bread, the Bible! I looked at this and saw light in my life. All this time I’ve been waiting for what I haven’t asked!CONTINUED!
